So it’s Easter, which means Jesus is risen and my mom gets to run around the house acting like a chicken with its head cut off. 

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Unfortunately, I’m miserable at the college I currently attend.
So, I discussed things with my parents and I’ve decided to leave Howard Payne after this semester is over and go to the Round Rock Texas State campus for the fall semester, hopefully get a job, and save up for Syracuse, which I plan to attend in the Spring. 

It’s just so crazy that I’ll never be back here again. It’s a wonderful school, it’s just not the school for me.  

I finally know what I want. Everything is clear. 

Goodwill shopping with my mom tomorrow, then a desperately needed doctors appointment. And if I clean my room, I’ll be singing and dancing my heart out to some Lady Gaga with the beautiful Miranda Slick in the evening!

SOUNDS LIKE A GOOD START TO SPRING BREAK SUCKAAAS! 

One second everything is perfect, and the next all I know is confusion and doubt.
I’m falling apart.   

I don’t understand why guys are so insensitive. Or why God made us females so sensitive to begin with. It’s all just a set up for failure on both ends.

I’m so excited for my future that I’m having an incredibly hard time enjoying my present. 

Well, that’s annoying.